Just Some Thoughts!

I am truly AMAZED! I was just sitting here thinking about the past year of my life, and I just can't believe how much things have changed! I mean last March 18 I was basically living by myself in an apartment with no one to worry about me or care. I was miserable. I hated everything and everybody! I especially hated going to church, that was the LAST place I wanted to be. I was headed down a road that would have soon lead to more than I ever wanted to face. Sin always takes you farther than you want to go and keeps you for longer than you want to stay! I didn't care about anything, not even myself! Why God would have ever wanted to save me is beyond my human thinking! I was a miserable person to be around! Granny would call on Saturday night and Wednesdays to ask if I wanted to go to church, and of course the answer was, "NO!" .. I didn't want help, even though I said I did my actions proved otherwise. I remember a time shortly after moving in with Granny and Papaw in April of last year. We was getting ready for church, and I was pitching a fit. I said "Why do we always have to go to church? I don't want to go!!" I was such a little devil. Tonight though, March 18, 2010, as I sit here writing this I can honestly say I never want to go back to those days! Since June 14, 2009 I have been a new person because God saved me! It hasn't been all smiles and happiness, but praise God its been more smiles and happiness than I ever would have had in this world! Now I have so many people that care about me and love me I don't know what to do! Now all I do is want to go to church, its the best place in the world, and now all those people I used to not like, I love! Its a place where I can have a few hours to not worry about my parents. I just can't put into words how unbelievable it is to have a 360 turn around from what I used too be, but what do you expect, that's what happen when God saves you and sets you free! It is truly amazing what can happen in just a year! I thank God for everything he has done in my life! I can't wait to see what He has for me in the coming months and years!